Pray for me and anyone who may be encountering this.

I keep having experiences at night where I feel a dark presence over me as I sleep. I don’t know if it is a personal experience or if I am interceding for someone else but I am sharing this for all who believe. While just drifting off to a good sleep or even during sleeping, I feel a presence in my room and can feel that I am not alone. It is not an angelic presence because God’s Angels are always described as being the brightest white when they appear. Whatever this thing is, I can feel in my spirit that it is sneaky and not supposed to be there. There are no great greetings nor messages from the Lord, just darkness and a sneaky presence. In Jesus name, I bind any astral projecting witches that may be trying to ruin my peace. (Read “Destroying Fear” by John Ramirez.) Last night, I was sleeping soundly and felt the presence once again as though it were opening a door at the left side of the foot of my bed. It was as though someone opened a door at my feet while I was sleeping but no one walked through. I even heard the door sweep open on my carpet. I rebuked it and it went away therefore I know that this event is not a Heavenly Angelic event. Something is definitely trying to make me feel that my bedroom is not exempt from their presence. My bedroom doesn’t feel evil or anything. And I pray and bless it with Holy, prayed over Oil. This is why I believe that it is someone trying to practice that stupid Astral stuff. I believe personally that people who do that mess are definitely some (as we say in Pittsburgh,) “nebby” people. They should mind their business and stay out of mine because I belong to the Lord and will continue to do what I do for the Kingdom of God. See? This is why God tells us to practice patience. We can’t boo-hoo about our lives and sit in a pity party. Ask for prayer and call it a day!  

All of my life I struggled for peace and I am not talking about mental peace. I may not be the brightest cookie in the bunch but I am not crazy either. Sometimes I feel like the Apostle Paul who said that he had a “thorn in his flesh” that he just couldn’t shake. There was always ‘something’ assigned to ruin my peace. It makes you feel like a dog on a chain after a while. Every time I get 90% towards some type of freedom, something snatches it away from me in some kind of way. It’s like the fisherman on that insurance commercial who snatches the dollar away from the young girl with the fishing poll and says, “Ut! You almost got it!” And she keeps attempting to snatch away. I try to reach out and join various groups but there is always some type of agenda that takes too much of my time away from ministry and my ministry with God comes first. I have to, no, I enjoy doing ministry with and for the Lord and will continue to do so. What we go through is to be shared with others in case some soul out there needs to hear of the experience so that they can be given hope. What you say and do in real time or online may save, even if it’s, one soul. Sometimes I feel that maybe I should get closer to more Apostolic types (as I was years ago) because these ‘religions’ today don’t get deep enough for me. They are so superficial. It is so hard to believe that people still wear big hats to church and think they are going to hell for not tithing. God doesn’t need our money! Your church building may or the preacher may need a new Cadillac, but here is the secret folks: Tithing is not necessary for your salvation!!!!! Jesus didn’t announce on the Cross that you need Tithing and Salvation to get to Heaven! Folks will argue with you about tithing. They seem to be more faithful to tithing than their relationship with Jesus. “I cheat on my mate or taxes… but I tithe!” “I can’t stand my neighbors or my relative…. but I tithe!” “I treat people with a long-handled spoon… but I tithe!” Good Lord. Stop it already. People are experiencing harsh truths in this world and folks are worried about money. My bible says that Jehovah Jireh is my provider and is my Shepherd and I will want for nothing. I don’t need a ‘law’ to make me think that I am rich. I am rich in Christ Jesus. Point blank.

The Word tells us to be careful of our speech because life and death are in the power of the tongue. I am not speaking death I am just reaching out, hoping that there is someone out there who really cares and will pray unconditionally for me. A person who really loves the Lord enough to love me the same way without finding something wrong with me that hinders them from praying. One who will pray for me without accusing me of something odd or in competition with me. One who doesn’t say, “She’s strange” or “I just can’t hang with that.” 

From all that I’ve been through in my life, I should have been dead a long time ago. I even had psychologists and counselors grab tissues and wipe their eyes when I told them my story and they told me that I should have been dead. And no, I am not trying to get pity here. “You can’t be pitiful and powerful at the same time.” (Joyce Meyer.) I tried to get human help before but nothing equals the salvation of Jesus Christ and the wisdom and healing of The Word. 

And to end this, nothing equals the prayer of one who loves another and cares about their well-being. Know, that I am praying for you also. 

Rev Essie

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The Generals are tired.

The Generals are tired.

Posted on May 4, 2019 at 8:05 PM

The Generals are tired.
We hear the voices of the birds singing and they sound beautiful Lord but sometimes we are too tired to enjoy them. The body of Christ is so tired. Sometimes I feel like a soldier in The army. Our men are tired they need rest food and sleep good clothes, new tents.
The body of Christ Lord is tired we need you Jesus to come back soon. Sometimes I feel like a soldier in the army reporting to the general. The men are tired Lord. We need some positivity as well. New clothes new boots. New tents, new swords. New chariots. Rations. Jesus come back soon. You said you would not give us more than we can handle it’s beginning to feel like we are at the end already. As soon as we have a place to clear head we have to move again. When we thought that we had our families together our family breaks apart. Something drastic always seems to happen. Don’t let us lose our joy when we should be celebrating more. Some are mourning. Even with the weather it’s either too cold or too hot. There’s no even balance. The times and seasons are changing oddly. They are not normal anymore Lord. You said this was going to happen. The body of Christ is tired Lord. We need your divine intervention. We need Your Divine Provision. The World is hitting us in our pockets in attempts to stop us from doing the work of the Kingdom. We don’t want any provision from the world. Our Provision comes from you. Even our privacy to talk to you is tainted. Everything nowadays is recorded Lord even when we may not want it to be recorded. The children are not safe anymore. Women are having children and allowing strangers to have their way with the children and sometimes they offer the children to them. While men are lying with men other men are abusing those men’s babies. Women dress like whores and look like whores, and carry themselves like whores, even in the church. Which means that they are a distraction to the distribution of the Word. Jesus your Generals are sometimes, tired.
One by one they are dying and the new ones are too modernized. They will not carry-on with the orders that they have received. Your Word says that young men we’ll prophesy and old men will dream dreams. The old men don’t seem to be dreaming anymore instead they’re discarded and disregarded seeming to be forgotten. The young men are not carrying out the orders as they should. They are too New Age. They are disobedient. The old women are trying to be young, acting fussy like school girls, and the children are no longer getting wisdom, knowledge and guidance. Oh God we are tired. Help us. Some ministers show their pearly whites, and everybody thinks they’re happy. Then you see them on the news, where they shot themselves in the pulpit or in the privacy of their homes where no one can see how they really feel. Many are taking their emotions secretly out on one another. These things should not be.
We do see more healings. Children being healed of cancer, that is good news. Lord thank you. We just need more energy more of You to fight this battle of the flesh. The flesh tries too hard to take over and our spirits suffer. You say try the spirit by the spirit. There’s so much Deception going on sometimes that even that is hard to do.
Houses look so peaceful during the day like an old 1940s movie. And nights are so loud and boisterous until the wee hours of morning and it is so hard to get proper rest that is needed. The evil ones come out at night. They hide during the day and they put on a good front but as you lay in your bed at night, there is no respect for anyone, their voices echo all up and down the neighborhoods. There is no regard to children sleeping or old people trying to get rest. They are either drunk or high under the influence of something evil or argumentative while screaming. Father forgive us. Strengthen us. I ask for your power Lord God in Jesus name Holy Spirit dwell in me. Continue to give us strength, your word, your thoughts, your habits and continue to teach us. Make us alive once again. Restore in us a clean heart and renew a right spirit within us. Create in us a clean heart. Fill us with that surety that we need. Continue to help us to fight this battle and as the apostle Paul once said ‘we’ve fought the good fight and finished our course.’ 
Lord God, once again, send chariots and armor and swords and Military rations. Cause us to remember that we have Victory in all things hallelujah.
Although we are in the middle of a battle. One thing that I do know according to your Word, Lord, we already won. Amen

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Tuesday night I had a dream.

I’ve always been the type of person to dream a lot and sometimes my dreams seemed to be better than my real time but after careful prayer, God changed that for me. I am so blessed by Him now and my life is going well, not without ups and downs but it usually ends on the top side.
Tuesday night I had a dream that was quite odd. I dreamed that I was walking up a steep street. I happened to look up and saw a huge 18-wheeler jack-knife and the front of it turned downhill facing me. It was about 500 feet away or less and I just knew it was going to come my way somehow. It began to flip side to side downhill. My mind told me that I should move but my body didn’t move. It was as though I wasn’t worried or that maybe I was ready to die. I remember thinking “just move your right arm to the back of you and it will miss you.” I did just that. As the truck bounced and flipped down hill, I moved my right arm behind my back a little. It flipped like a Tonka Toy over me or went straight through me, I honestly couldn’t tell but I knew that I was unharmed. The man who was walking behind me, (my guardian angel maybe, I am not sure,) it missed him as well. He was tall with black hair, that is all that I can remember. I was glad that he was safe.
My fellow affiliates in a business that I am in are having an event in Atlanta, Georgia this month and I pray for traveling mercies for them all. So far, I cannot go but I would like to. Sponsorship would be nice.

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