The Lord is saying “A double-minded man is unstable in all of his ways. You cannot ask me to heal something that is in your household or your life but still you carry it around daily like a pocket ID. When you refuse or rebuke evil in your life whether it be sickness or depression, you must stick with that decision. Make up your mind. You ask me to heal you and when I heal you you invite it back into your life through the words of your own mouth. Pity parties are not a good thing. As a believer you are supposed to be the life of the party not a pity party. You are supposed to give people energy and vitality not suck it all out of them. I want you my child to have much confidence and safety in me. Trust and believe. Think on good things. It’s not hard to do. I love you.
Php 4:8 Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.
Php 4:9 Those things, which ye have both learned, and received, and heard, and seen in me, do: and the God of peace shall be with you.