There are so many things that can happen in your life to make you feel down and confused. And sometimes just watching television and listening to the radio can aggravate your spirit. There used to be times that you can get joy from watching TV or listening to the radio and it seems those days are gone. There’s so much bad news anymore.
You have to focus on the things that you care about and love and are interested in. People try to live their lives without God and that is not a good idea. They wonder why they have this hole in their hearts that needs to be filled and it seems like no one can fill it for them. I know a guy who can. I know a God who wants to.
Never let your past stop you from going to God because Jesus died on the cross so that you can be free from guilt, shame, and worry. Jesus forgives. Unlike man He forgives. Jesus has no jealousy within him that would stop him from forgiving you or anyone else for that matter. He died for all mankind regardless of the race, color, creed, or nationality.
Jesus is not prejudice, Jesus is not hateful, Jesus has no regrets. Do you know him? If you do not know him just say this “Forgive me Jesus of my sins? I accept you as my savior. Thank you for what you did for me on the cross. I love you Jesus.” Now go find a Bible believing, tongue talking church and learn of him. It’s never too late. Whatever you did before this time is thrown as far as the east is from the west. And those are Gods words. Study the Bible so that you know how to answer Amen when you were questioned about the Lord. God bless you and welcome to the family of God!