Love is love forever.

One of my oldest friends named Kevin Popp from Canonsburg Pa went missing a few days ago from a home that he ended up living in. He’s suffered some mental struggles as he got older. I haven’t seen him in years. 36 years ago before I had my oldest child, he and I were coffee buddies. We’d rise around 5 a.m. and he’d come over for coffee. I had a 5 story Italian built house on Perry Como Avenue that I was buying from a nice Italian man named Carmen Naccarato who gave me a bottle of homemade wine every time I’d pay mortgage. I always got tomatoes from his wife and wine. I miss those days. Kevin lived in Alexi Kusturiss’s apartment building right across from me. We really got close. No shenanigans or anything just pure friendship that ended up being true love. He always said he wanted to marry me. At first I thought he was joking. He was the son of one of council members in Canonsburg, Pa. Her name was Jean Popp. I liked her. She wasn’t liked by some people because she was smart and more intelligent than her male counterparts expected. She was no joke and she knew how to get stuff done.

Kevin and I went our separate ways after a while. Years went by. He got worse and I began to have children and move on in life. He had huge blue eyes that opened really wide but they squinted like half moons when he’d laugh. His mom was Italian and Russian and I think his dad was Polish.

Anyway here is the recent picture of him from his sister Leslie when he was missing. He doesn’t look like himself here. I sure miss him.

I had posted about a night visitation that I had days ago and Kevin’s sister posted under it about him crying when she read my post to him about him being my friend. I think she posted that way for privacy maybe, but here’s the post she made hidden under my vision post.

Of course, that brought me to tears as well. Sometimes the world 🌎 goes on whether you are ready or not. Things change and people move, leave or die. But we have to keep on keepin’ on as they used to say in the 70’s. Good 👍 but it can also break your heart. It’s nice to know that somewhere down in his heart, Kevin remembers me.


Good Wednesday morning! May 18th 2022

As we live out our days Lord will give you our praise. Bless the Lord at all times. In Jesus name amen.

The Lord is saying “You are all right by yourself. I know that you’ve been feeling pressure from people all around you. People who want to rush you into things although I have already told you what I want you to do. If I’m not rushing you who are they to do so? Move when the Holy Spirit tells you to move, do what the Holy Spirit tells you to do. He is your covering, I am your covering, Jesus is your covering, we are your covering therefore you should have no worries. Do not be concerned of what man thinks about you. He did not call you I did. The Holy Order is God, wife/husband, family and then ministry. It is not God, humans, wife/husband, family and then ministry. These may be troubled times but I send you peace. You will soon see men passing ahead of their time because their hearts are weak. You will also see people in high places passing before their time. Their arms are too short to box with me. I’ve already written what would happen in the book of Deuteronomy if they didn’t do what I told them to do. Many of them are not passing the test. I have my eye on you and you have been doing a wonderful thing for the kingdom of heaven. You may not be the head and you may not be a leader but you are important to me. My word even says everyone cannot be a teacher and everyone cannot be a preacher. This is why we have the five-fold ministry. Some are apostles, some are preachers, some are pastors, some are teachers, and some are evangelists. They all have a part to play for the Kingdom of Heaven. This is why the enemy comes up against you the way he does because he doesn’t have a part left in the third heaven anymore. I listen to many of you praying about bombardments and interruptions, disruptions and attention thieves. Do not worry about them because I am soon going to snatch them away from you. My fire angels are fighting right now above you. They are bringing answers to you and evil spirits are trying to stop them from doing so. Continue to fast and pray for your angels as well as your answers. Everyday look in the mirror and say to yourself “I am the righteousness of God.” And also repeat what my son Jesus said, “The father and I are one.” I love you, have a beautiful day.”


1 Timothy 3:5

(If anyone does not know how to manage his own family, how can he take care of God’s church?)

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1 Timothy 3:5 in all English translations

  1. John 10:30 I and the Father are one.”In Context | Full Chapter | Other Translations
  2. John 17:11 I will remain ithe world no longer, but theare still ithe world, and I am coming to you. Holy Father, protect them by the power of your name, the name you gave me, so that they may be one as we are one.In Context | Full Chapter | Other Translations
  3. John 17:21 that all of them may be oneFather, just as you are in me and I am in you. May they also be in us so that the world may believe that you have sent me.In Context | Full Chapter | Other Translations
  4. 1 John 2:14 I write to you, dear children, because you know the FatherI write to you, fathers, because you know him who is from the beginning. I write to you, young men, because you are strong, and the word of God lives in you, and you have overcome the evil one.In Context | Full Chapter | Other Translations